the life, the love

I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.
Fri Apr 17
When i was little i wanted so bad to be a dancer, but not a ballerina. I wanted to dance with a different style then everyone else. I wanted to be different, to show how they music moved me not the person choreographing the steps. I guess my life relates to that a lot recently. I feel like i hardly get a chance to dance my own dance. I’m just stuck dancing what other people tell me to tell i can get a degree and be on my own.

This picture reminded me of this because i had one of the music boxes with the ballerina when i was little. The girl was the same as the ones on the carousel.

When i was little i wanted so bad to be a dancer, but not a ballerina. I wanted to dance with a different style then everyone else. I wanted to be different, to show how they music moved me not the person choreographing the steps. I guess my life relates to that a lot recently. I feel like i hardly get a chance to dance my own dance. I’m just stuck dancing what other people tell me to tell i can get a degree and be on my own.

This picture reminded me of this because i had one of the music boxes with the ballerina when i was little. The girl was the same as the ones on the carousel.