the life, the love

I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.

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Wed Feb 25

ahhh

i feel sick…and that really scares me i have felt bad for a long time. but i thought it was because i was being lazy and maybe not as happy as usual…but i’m happy now the people around me who used to bring me down are gone or not talking to me. i know it really annoying that i’m writing this on here…but i feel i should tell someone but i hate worrying people. when i see their “i’m so concerened” face, i want to make things all better. but that leaves me alone and scared about this…I hope things get better..:(