the life, the love

I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.
Sun Feb 22

but because although you fear death you don't believe it,
because living, I mean, weighs heavier.....
I mean, however and wherever we are,
we must live as if we will never die.
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