the life, the love

I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.
Wed Feb 11

AHHHHH

why do i always give in and be nice to people when all i want to do is scream and yell at them! i hate it, but i don’t at the same time. uhh i just wish i knew that it is all worth the pain. Cuz sometimes it’s not worth a second thought and i give it a second chance!!!