the life, the love

I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.
Mon Feb 2

losing our mind

when we lose are mind when is it. Why can we not see it. What makes us break. How can we go from a life of love and happiness to almost destroying a whole ethnic group? we all walk to the line a sanity. At what point have we dove across it in to the center of the worst of the worst?