I'm 21. I go to CMU. I have a weird love for science that even I don't understand, but I hate the idea of defined rules or truths. Though I know i can't say all truths are relative, but truth in and of it's self doesn't exist it is a perception of what is and no one can understand exactly what is.
Fri
Feb
4
I’m sorry if this is whinny but I’m sorta annoyed right now.
My roommates and I all hang out to with the same group of people and earlier they asked if they could all come over. They explained that one of the people who lives were we usually party is having her young cousins (6 and 13) up for sibs weekend. They went over there to eat dinner and i took a shower. One of them came back and said that everyone is just sitting over there drinking and watching disney movies. I have two problems with this.
1 I was told the kids aren’t coming til later tonight but by then I can think of at least one member of the group the will be sooo drunk she will need to be baby sat. I always grew up thinking you should not drink around children and defiantly not be so drunk you cannot take care of yourself!
2 I hang out with these people all the time and “am always welcome in their house” but my roommate always tells me that I’m not invited over and she wont drive me. She’s a bitch!<br></p>
Mon
Jan
24
Lately I’ve been thinking about weddings… considering I was asked by a guy who never really intended to follow through. Anyway I can’t help but think about that white dress and the man of my dreams. Now if I could find that man..or get the one i can’t have :/
Sun
Jul
18
One of the greatest lessons i’ve leaned in my life has been resilience. The ability to yet take what you have and make your life out of this world anyway. For example yesterday i went tubing with some friends and one of there tubes popped early on in the trip. Instead of bitching the whole time or being any form of upset he was like it happens and went down the river any way and had a great time. Many people today always get what they want and never have to deal with disappointment. then when they have to deal with any sort of life obstacle they bitch and moan. It’s annoying.
Another thing I have been thinking about lately, is the reason why some people are in my life and if they are really people i want to be around. I have a lot of great friends but some of them just are not cutting it. Some are just not respectful to any one and are just in life for them selves. I’m a person who is more then willing to do things for others and people like that are mostly my friends to take advantage of that. These people are just not worth my time and I will be happy to have them out of my life!
This post was sort of pessimistic, which i am not usually. So, I’m sorry for that.
Tue
May
11
some people will fade to the past…but i never thought it would be you two. so i guess i must bid you adieu. To the days we thought we would never be apart and the days that we never were. How I wish our love didn’t sway. I will love you to the end of days.
More and more i’ve noticed less and less of my so called friends are there when i need them even when i’m there for them all the time almost constantly doing stuff for them. It really upsets me when i try as hard as i can to help them but they can’t even text or call me back. :/
o well i guess you see who is really your friend when your down and out and i guess not everyone is as good of a friend to you as you are to them. maybe i’m just in a bad mood because i’m in sooooo much pain and no one really even cared or believed me except the dr who told me i could whatever sort of pain meds i wanted because i’m clearly in extreme pain.
Tue
Nov
10
life has just been so busy for me lately. I do lots of things on campus and have hard classes this semester. The thing is it has been a great year so far and i don’t want the end of the semester to come! i met so many people through the semester that have turned out to be great and grown closer to some that have been there for me.
Classes have been so hard but i have never wanted to do what I am doing more. i love every second of my neuroscience major! I’ve learned so much so far, and there is still more to come.
Also i’m sorta excited i’m going home tomorrow. I mean the point of the trip is not so fun but seeing my family and stuff will be great. I’m sorta hoping to get my fav. Greek salad and bring it back!
anyway i should be doing my chem homework, so i’ll get back to that! lol
Fri
May
1
Today was a long day and i didn’t get any studying done. :/ but tonight should be fun hanging out with Kasia and going to a party.
